50

I used to just dream about one or two small goals that I could work hard at and accomplish because that’s all that I thought was possible. With you, my dreams are getting bigger, wilder, more closely aligned with the life I’ve always wanted. I see collaborative art, novels, paintings, performances, hot sex, hot tubs, saunas, and a farm with multiple children and chickens running around. It doesn’t feel out of reach… it feels like, “Of course that’s what we’re going to do. Look at us. How could we do anything else?”

49

This is the first time we’ve been apart for more than a day at a time since we started dating two months ago and while, yes, absence makes the heart grow fonder and blah blah blah, I would much rather you be in bed next to me right now with my right hand casually gripping your cock, my left hand holding a cup of coffee, and cum dripping steadily from my pussy. Cum home, plz.

48

Remember that time we drove home from Topaz farm and listened to Coyote by Pete Seeger and birds were flying over the Willamette River and we definitely weren’t dating, but I had a sudden flash of understanding of everything that was about to happen between us. I wanted to kiss you so bad, but we just listened to Pete Seeger instead and it was so wonderful and painful and beautiful.

47

There’s nothing more surreal than sitting in bed with your boyfriend of two months while you’re ovulating, planning a trip to Spain, and cum is dripping out of your pussy. We’re being totally reckless and yet I’ve never felt more safe.

46

Magic 8 Ball says “Yes” 👀

45

When I used to think of the future, I’d see myself. Now, I see you there, too, and I don’t want to go back.

44

Now that I’ve woken up spooning you, my morning cock lightly pressing against your ass, I don’t want to wake up any other way ever again.

43

The fact that you actually seem interested in my half-asleep recounting of dreams about black oceans, frozen water, talking to hawks, and waving from the roofs of sinking houses, makes me want to give you ten babies.

42

I keep accidentally calling you my wife. There’s only one way to solve this problem.

41

Every time you walk through the door I’m like, “Oh my god, how did I end up with such a stud?” #availableforbreeding